Since I started this incognito! blog…I have been thru a lot of garbage…I call it that because it feels like I have been steamrolled by one of those great big smasher things that crunch metal cars. Yep, that is me these days…an old 59 Chevy smashed to smithereens to never be identifiable again…just a big…
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Insomnia…..what a torrid bedfellow….the ache to sleep coupled with the restless pangs of wide awake-ness….makes for a struggle to rest…..so many thoughts running through my head, so many feelings flowing, blocking any chance of real rest. How can I think this much…..I am all alone in my bed, my restless husband is away…in his own…
On this day I am bored with the status quo of my aggravating life…..(in case no one has noticed this blog is somewhat of a SLAM BOOK…or the things I am saying in my head but too kind to say out loud!!!), my life is more than aggravating and at times borderlines devastating. But, on…
So, maybe refuge is not what I desire…maybe it is solitude, I swear if the four people(one husband and 3 kids) in my life who can not seem to survive unless they are in my face being idiots…i am going to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!! They will not change….constant deadbeat behaviors…..GROW UP!!! GET OUT!!!!!! GO AWAY!!!!!!…and let me…
This is the beginning of a new adventure…a trip of sorts…one that I hope will allow me to have a voice in a world that is full of ears to hear. I am setting out to the vast unknown to vent and release; pour out my heart, a heart that has been broken through daily…